Sunday: August 13 2004
I seriously hate my job. I can't stand it. Working in a nail salon yet knowing completely NOTHING about it isn't working. Even though I pretty much answer the phones. Bad enough that I have to work with my mom. She's so pushy, and there's nothing to do. And people there are so rude. Especially those latino people who are next door to the nail salon. My mom's friend (who works there with us) and I went in to look at there ugly-hooker-ness clothes (Okay.. I just came to look and believe me, those are the clothes for hookers). We just looking at them one by one and then these 3 latino teens (2 girls, 1 boy) started making fun of us. Saying "Hey what does 'ching-cho-cong' mean?" and laughing. I just started geting really pissed and they did it again. WTF?! First of all we're not chinese. (damn fuckers.. --;; *shakes her fist in the air*) And is this how you treat your customers? Shiiittt... who would want to buy these ugly ass clothes anyway? So I just walked out, I wanted to say something but I just couldn't. I'm a shy person! >____<;;

I hate Brockton. I hate people who do those stupid 'asian jokes'. And I'm realling started to hate latinos. Fucking bastards.

Book of the Moment: Keeping The Moon by Sarah Dessen
Music of the Moment: Keishia Chante - Shook

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i wanted to return a book. so i told my brother that and i was gonna be home around 5 or 6. and when i got home. he said that mom called and she was really pissed cuz i didn't tell him where i went. and I got pissed and told him i did. he said he forgot. errr.... now my mom is gonna bitch at me. plus i broke up with my boyfriend. my older brother (who i hate...) came into my room and turned off my computer when he was done. he didn't even turned off the moniter or speakers. >:0

and my mom's boyfriend. yeah i want her to be happy. but it's like she just picked this guy from the streets. she's old, almost 50! and if i was in her shoes, i wouldn't want to be lonely. but it seems like he is just using her. for her money. once he gets what he wants, it's byebye! ciao! sayanora! that's what most guys do. pick a girl and sleep with her. take her virginity away. i'm not saying ALL guys are like that. just some! anyways, i can't tell her how i feel. she won't listen to me. she never does.

i hate my life.

well i'm home now. and it sucks. i want to stay at my sister's house instead being here. it was fun and her house was cool. so was ozzie (her kitten). and he was so cute.. (gray and green eyes) last night i was almost sleeping but then Ozzie came into the room i was sleeping in and he was like wide awake. he wanted to play. but i had to sleep. he just kept on bothering me and pouncing at me. so i picked him up put him in the living then ran back as fast i can. (cuz he's gonna follow me.. xP) then he was stratching at my door and meowing. and i felt bad, so i let him in. but then he just bothered me again so i kicked him out. and i still felt guilty cuz he was meowing. so i didn't do anything. he kept me up till 1am. x_____x

i think my sister is right. my mom picked a very bad boyfriend. he has no job so how can he support her? he doesn't do anything; sure he goes to work with her but he just "helps" her. that's it. i mean what if my mom get's sick? she would have to stay home and so would he! he can't do a manicure or a refull! she goes to work every fucking day. she has to pay the bills and take care of me and tuan. how does he get money to to support her? he should get a job. o_O;; i bet he's just using her for the money. ERRRR.. i dunno WHAT my mom sees in that guy. he's sweet talking her. O_________o

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Yesterday went downtown with Mai. We went to the corner mall and got some lubsterrr saucee and fried rice. really good. then we went to barnes and noble. Bought some books. The Insiders, I am Now The Girlfriend of A Sex God, and YM (magizine). Then mai wanted to but those ugly ewwwieness 3 dollar slippers. OMFG.. i will never ever wear those hideous things! NEVER! uggghhh.. She bought black by the way. and it wasn't $3.. it was 4. --;; Then we went to claries and mai bught these anklets. Then we went to borders and read some books. mai.. u are a slow reader. i swear.. ur still on the first manga and i read 2 already. lol, so i bought Immortal Rain. And omg. i'm not shopping there. Well.. i would since they have more manga books and if i had the membership. Cuz i bought one manga book and it was totaled to $10.45, plus the stupid tax. bullshit.. at barnes and noble i could have my 5% off with membership. :D

ERRRR... my mom is really getting me pissed off. She thinks she knows everything but she doesn't! That why i want to go to my sisters. to egt away form her. she's driving me nuts. i can't even leep late. and it's the fucking summer. omgeebus

Just waiting for my dad to come pick up so i can go to my sister's house. Gonna stay there for 3 days. ahh he was suppose to come at 10:15am! x___________x man i'm hungry..

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On sunday i might stay over my sister's house. She said she has a kitten named Oz and i couldn't wait to see it. Her house too. lol, so i'm gonna stay there for 3 days. and come back tuesday. Tho i have to ask MOMMY. Hope she says yes!! :D